A PiEcE Of MiNe~~

ABC soup recipe: Carrot, Brazil.Tomato, Potato
ABC soup that cooked by mum is so mouth licking yet didn’t have intention to study on its recipe.

The three ingredients produce good aroma with colors combination that is fascinating to look at it and slurping slowly with Aaahhhh~~~ satisfying.

Where one day , mum forgot to buy carrot for her ABC.

Brazil. Tomato and Potato talked to each other how can they voice out to called mum to buy carrot. However, there are too tiny to voice out as mum couldnt hear them.  B.Tomato and Potato was desperate because they cant help to get their patner. They believe that the soup there going to produce won’t be as usual recipe. Carrot at other side was so angry with them in the mind that B.Tomato and Potato was purposely to leave her there. Carrot was compiling her anger and have the heart of revenge. Carrot start to back-bitting about them with Onions. Onions is the side stuff that need to make ABC soup too. Those onions slowly eaten by the words of Carrot. At the side of Potato and B.Tomato, they are trying to leave a hint to mum to get their carrot back. While mum placing those groceries at the kitchen, B.Tomato wish to jump out fr the kitchen cabinet Potato block her because if B. Tomato jump out, she going to die. They think and think . And they get an idea, cooperate together, they drag a red  orange cloth in the kitchen and drop it to floor ; wishing mum will saw it. Mum  saw the cloths; good way! Mum really recalled she haven’t get the carrot. So she get her jacket on and prepare to back to market for carrot. B.Tomato and Potato was so happy because they think ABC soup will going to formed a delicious meal again . However, carrot was immature and she did a silly move that had stab her own life. She jump into a basket with lots of yam and Mum couldn’t find her. She thought by jumping in a basket of yam , everyone will see her as the most prettiest and  obvious vege..her way of attracting peoples was wrong because too much yams had hide humans eyes.
So mum back home , went to kitchen and cook in the hope can produce the almost same soup. In the process of cooking B.Tomato and Potato still finding way..they wonder why Carrot do this to herself. Why carrot did this?why carrot think they really want to dump her?Yet, with what carrot had done, now B.Tomato and Potato know that each of them can produce a good soup too, Why must need Carrot? Just because they know the chemistry of friendship between them. But in recipe, everything can change. B.Tomato(B.T) and Potato(p) or even Carrot cannot depend on anyhow, anymore. Instead, carrot should have her own life, so as B.T and P. Just hope that this ABC can live happily.

*** mum then serve the soup and she also found out that even for years she had been cooking ABC, actually A, B, C can be seperately producing their own aroma. :P***************

“Most of us have known the Golden Rule since childhood: we are to treat others the way we want to be treated. And for young children, this standard seems to make sense. It is logical to share if you want others to share with you, and to avoid hitting because you wouldn’t like being on the receiving end.

But as life continues and relationships become more complicated, this simple ethical code doesn’t always seem to fit our circumstances. For instance, imagine being wronged by your business partner. How can you treat him respectfully when he has taken advantage? What if a kind, forgiving attitude opens the door for you to be HURT again?

God’s command nevertheless applies in this situation. However, obedience can be challenging, because when we are hurt or mistreated, our instinct is to retaliate. This might take the form of speaking badly behind a person’s back or showing subtle disrespect to his face. Human nature wants revenge for wrong. In fact, we are unable to do anything different on our own. But then, spoke out is more wise.

Thankfully, as believers, we are indwelt by the Holy Spirit, who enables us to forgive. So while our own strength is insufficient for a godly response, through the Spirit, we have the option to obey.

“The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, [and] self-control” (Gal. 5:22-23).”

Frenemy is an error word in dictionary but it is a new word as ‘download’, ‘internet’ that is a new era word for friend and enemy. Frenemy is someone that use friends to jump for their needs or even worst to achieve their plans.  As i was in middle school age, i tends to have friend-nemies around me. In fact, all around word is using someones to achieve dreams  i somehow feel myself dumbly happily being use because i have no loss of anything. Plus, just get me ride on good relationship with my bunch of gangs. Politician, use their talent to please the community, promoters use their socialites to get buyers, police get their spy to get off crimes, even poison need fake shades to make it isnt look like poisons.

The worst frenemy, however, is the greatest deceiver of all; in his worldly way, promises happiness, but delivers sorrow ; tricks and traps and leaves us regretful of our choices. ; ways sparkle and glitter and entice. But in the end, they are dark. Like a wolf in sheep’s clothing,; comes to steal, kill and destroy. Beware!  “Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour” I Peter 5:8 (ESV). Flirting with the devil in a friendly way NEVER has a happy ending!

Let’s take our new vocabulary word today, and vow to be on our toes about frenemies. Let’s avoid them and certainly not be a frenemy ourselves. And let’s watch out for the biggest one of all–Satan. Our friendships should be pure and honest and true. We should seek to be authentic and real and to bring out the best in our friends. As for our enemies, Jesus told us exactly what to do about them, “”But I say to you who hear, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you” Luke 6:27-28 (ESV).

May God give us that kind of others-centered love, as only He can give.

May God change these peoples to be open hearted, accepting and love friends as God love His sons.

“Wounds from a friend can be trusted, but an enemy multiplies kisses.” Proverbs 27:6

In the name of Jesus, Amen.

Heart tight, what a word it is?what is the definition on it?Is a human heart sickness. How it is infected?When someone not willing to face out what a feeling tells.

A B C is actually a sequence of friendship. Where before ABC was built to be together, AC are giving a ‘doesnt matter’..after B comes, ABC still having ‘doesn’t matter’ coz we all know the principle of give and take. A for attitude change like a formula:A= A+360 degree where BC cant understand why there is such a formulae in A calculation. There is fire in A that leads to evil whispered and cause A get too much or evil whispered ..then started to have the so-called heart tight under the ABC builidng.A counts BC account by according to assumption, A assume B is like this and C is like that. Without a single communication on the actual formulae, A have the wrong answer in this calculation. In time after, ABC is forming their own territory and A continue expose the formulae in world wide. Too much secure with the supports , too much confident on the assumption, C one day overheard the formulae she was presented. C wonder why heart tight can brings to such an anger in A until A forgot she had miscalculate the formulae. BC knows there is no point anymore to joined this formulae up, instead a round table began to find out the actual formulae. However, A was too much defensive on he own assumption and at last, BC is breaking up to create a formulae together. Instead, now ABC have their own formulae.  C pity A for her undone formulae but C needs time in order to form new formulae. C knows the formulae wont be the same as first created. C understood how A will suffer in this mean time but C is so reluctant to give a hand to help A because in deep heart A deserve this lesson of what mistake she had done. C was wonder if really only formulae A did wrong, C is too emotional, C get infuenza from others?No.C sure did this in rational way because C dislike of the unmorality in exposing.A is not a matured handling error.Attitude is so hard to change, yet, Rational and Communication can always overcome A to happen.

When usually something bad happen on someone, we advised them to leave the past ..don’t take them into ur life..let it pass..can really the someone can do that?i don’t bet so. An advisor and a an experience person is totally different. An advisor have an optimistic thought when they judge on the thing that not happen on them, the experience-cee would agree with advisor but deep in heart, there is something that they just cannot forget. Is not that want to i know..think of it may be hurting..but that is the fact and brain power. Brain keep the deepest impact and sank into cells. When there is time get ’stimulate’ there is when the person will cry out..so we cannot asked them forget the pass..instead, we take the role and let it sank as deep as possible so that is hard to recalled back, or even no time to recalled back…
For those that in problems..find someone that u could talk with or just fill in the time not to fish back those sadness..
For buddies(and best of friends) Just know that is ur turn to get over him/her..pampered them …so that they can happily let the matters sank..

tears is the best of companion when we are alone..but tear so much also will caused swollen eyes..so tear less friend..

I let myself dream day-ing for a whole day.In the mind of determination, i ragged on notes as i cant memorized it. A notes of 66th slide took my half evening to night(just finish to read it) In the middle, let my eyes take over control to ‘rest’ and let the dreamy God gives me the possibles of thinking too far away. It is true that my mind are not really in highest of determination. By the time before i start on this blog, something interrupted my heart. I read in Patrick’s Teh blog, and i found he had someone that his whole family missed. And even had over thought of ‘his’ convocation. After read on, my heart was pinched. Draught feeling. Just yesterday, a father of my friend passed away, and it is still under sudden death case. It is so much of feeling and questioned played on mind. How come this can happen?His dad was in a pink of health, no accidental..why ?is really a sudden case..I cant even figured out how can this happen to a someone i may have not recognized if i saw him , what more to a child that going to have he convocation on OCT 3th..how sorrow is he going to take a family photo without him?While the late dad could had choose his son favourite coat, ironed place in a cupbaord, discussed on the celebration for his son? Why is this happen on him? GOd Will? Is such incident preventable?

Or is really where a destiny should we said?Who can skipped from this matter?We count..we count why such matter happen in our family, we count why the loved ones was taken away, how unfair is it to us..and regret question come along; if i could have called him this morning..if i could bring him..if i could have more time with him..

2 of my friend argued that someone is fated to die on a time vs we can prevent the incident if we..

A’ someone is fated to die’ insist that we are destiny how and when we going to follow God side’s said: An accident is unpreventable and we cannot prevent anything, so let’s face the danger and do not try any method to make it imposibble to happen relax sit back,,crossed the road whenever u want, wear or not seatbelt,red or green just pass it. What if what this ’someone fated to die’ done this and is dragging other life but not himself?

A ‘we can prevent’ stand on her argue commented on ‘a someone is fated to die’ that we can prevent any dangerous chances ..so we must wear seatbelt while we drive, we should look left n right while we croosing the road. While both was argueing on stand, i was sitting on behind just listened what they had said.

I cant even judge who is wrong who is right?How come?.. I ,myself not sure whether should take life in preventive or fated-mind? For my friend (late dad ), i can only say that is destiny , take it ,sollow it little by little. For myself, i take a preventive way , at least won’t make me felt regret. Call back home.That’s too much song that adviced us to call back home. Be a good child, free of sin and son of Father Lord is what a responsibility for a family member.

God, thank you for all of the memories we’ve had together and for many to come. Keep Your hand on my family. i give them to You. They’re Yours.Amen.

So tired this week, running off with assignments ..exam..headache..get flu today. SO bad..lucky not affect my mood taking exam..Sneezing..hope will recover faster..The good is or bad is when lectures give us few more days to submit..Is a deadly good thing for me..as this weekk i really need a SLEEP…weird however:/…in infosys before i able to sleep at 4 and up at 7.12am every day..and tired less come overwhelmed me..just when tired, a 10min nap will refresh me back..I miss Infosys so much..miss everyone inside,,that tickle my funny bone. The days i hoping to run from it so less..even though in the busiest moment, i will wait for the next day, because after evaluation, the best time is outing or watch tv in apartment..the bites that i having drive me up and up..sadly, it end up so fast..Now i know wat the missing something that cannot rollback..the time .

Now that, a 5 hour sleep i will complaint,one week 2 assignment i start moaning..why this happen? I lost my spirit….where my spirit gone?i even cannot wake up as i had set my alarm. Where where is my spirit..

chinese is an object that is famous on ‘it’ selfish character. On road, they are those that honking and squeeze with their big car..wearing glasses and showing the pinochio nose. Chinese ..the one that spoke mang-lish most! Adding imbuhan ‘one’, ‘ma’, ‘la’ ‘meh’ and etc. when come to business, the chinese most up front!
When come to benefits, they always ask for more..Ask for more subsidy, ask for more spaces in education, in working space everything that mention the races, they complaint much ..but when talking to bayar cukai, there are where they start collecting receipts ..to ‘run’ fr the cukai..cars  are more than their house head, Mathematics major in chinese brain, talk about religion, less spirit than malay…more to gain $$..becoz no $$, no money for funeral…and also ‘dead place’ nowadays also getting high class and expensive..

I remembered a day, 5th August, the day where 1Malaysia  are officially release.There is a old man(chinese) went to the bank: and ask whether the satu malaysia is for malay only. The worker kindly say : no la uncle, cina can apply also. The man smile and bring out his savings to invest into 1M.
Then i realize one thing, there are too many benefits that is for public, why we insist we are neglected?Goverment also gives us priority, Just when only we take the first step to accept, then only we can realize whats the advantage for us..

Oven = hot. I relate it to the weather. Weather is so objecting. It don’t want to pass the summer. Keep burning its peoples’ , virus are so mean. Brings away peoples from this world. A drop of virus , spread by its peoples to the whole world.. a too good plan and just suits the irresponsible peoples to spread it more faster. Grabbing the soul. The heart of not accepting facts , those do not believe they had weak immune system, those that believe the virus spread and the infected person dead is destiny. Make todays full of mask, with worry faces, peoples moaned and blaming. At the other side, i wonder if really those moaned people take their steps of precaution? Instead of just starred at someone having a sniffed of their nose or a note of cough?

I having bad mood towards this weather. Brings me pimples all around forehead, hot tempered , take away lots my concentration.

Hoping this punishment to human can end immediately.

於心有愧

如果我聽歌可眼紅 何以待你好偏不懂
自細做過多少美夢 慈悲的偉論
連乞丐喊窮心也痛
竟怕放懷擁抱你 讓你露歡容
追悔無用 轉眼發現 你失蹤

曾聽說過 你某夜結婚 未曾露笑容
實在不敢知道我是元兇

大概當初我未懂得顧忌
年少率性害慘你
令人受傷滋味 難保更可悲
這心地再善良終生怎去向你說對不起

*良心有愧 原來隨便錯手
可毀了人一世
立志助世人脫貧以為
便偉大到像多麼有為
這種剌蝟 連誰曾待我好
都可帶來傷勢
被我害過來接受我跪
是我在製造眼淚居然想救世

就算積儲獻盡飢荒赤地
而太多債沒處理
累人累己滋味 餘生也記起
數一數 我實情不只得你要說句對不起

f my eyes could get red listening to a song, how come though I treat you well you still don’t understand?
How many beautiful dreams have I had, the great argument of mercy
My heart aches even when a beggar cries that he’s poor
I’m actually afraid to open my arms and embrace you, letting you show your joy
There’s no point to chasing regrets, in the blink of an eye I find that you’ve disappeared

I once heard that on that night you got married, you didn’t show a smile
I’m just too afraid to know that I’m the culprit

Most likely at the beginning I didn’t know how to have scruples
Young and reckless, I hurt you tragically
The taste of letting others get hurt, uncertainty is even more miserable
No matter how good your heart, how can I apologize to you in the end?

*A guilty conscience, turns out that even careless mistakes
Can ruin a person’s life
Determined to help people out of poverty,
I thought I could be great, an accomplished person
A hedgehog like me, no matter who tries to be kind to me
I’ll manage to wound them
You’ve been hurt by me but still accept my kneeled apology
It’s me who’s making the tears come, yet I still want to save the world

Even if you’re out of money and starving
And there’s too much debt unreturned
The taste of tiring yourself and others will be remembered for a lifetime
Let me count, I truly want to tell you I’m sorry

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even though not sure this lyric is fully coordinate with the chinese lyric..somehow i find out it is true.

His song really catch up !!so nice..

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bored tuesday approaching..i counting the days to a year after..feel life now somehow so bored n meaningless..having my bed time alone..sucks…Thats why peoples say happy day pass faster than bad times..now i noe…its really hard to pass bored days alone..i feel like want to be a year older…so we not have to seperate..although seems short…